i hate keeping my anger. i spill them out. but then i realize, im not supposed to do so. do i have to learn not to speak? but enough of thinking of others. and this is me. i cant be anyone else though i try. i can handle two months but two years are not easy.
i thought i have no heart, because i have no feelings. but i feel sad now. nobody cares.
and im not sure if i can live my life.